Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Maggots



Envious are the scroungers
That feed on the heart
Little by little
drilling holes into the flesh
spurting the blood out
Little by little
coughing every flowing juice
dwindling its might
wrestling for oxygen
until the heart cannot pump anymore
halting, blocking, sucking
the blood
passing through the veins
Vain are these users
devouring on the poor heart
unminding the pain
faking its obliviousness as it
ditches for another heart to feed on



*wrote this for Fumar's class. 9/14/2008

Monday, February 04, 2013

Family by Pa Chin

Nakuha ko lang sa kalawakan jinternet para effect. 


From memory lane... 

The Family is the story of the Kao family compound, consisting of four generations plus servants. It is essentially a picture of the struggle between the traditional and the modern, age and youth, Confucianism and individualism—old China and the new tide rising to destroy it—as manifested in the daily lives of the Kao family, particularly the three young Kao brothers. The complex passions aroused in Family and in the reader are an indication of the universality of human experience--very patriarchal (sexist) and passive. 

The eldest brother Cheuh-Hsin, was forced to marry Jeuh-Chi because his family thought he was old enough despite his wishes of studying abroad and despite the fact that he is in love with his cousin Mei. 

When their father, they call him Tsieh-Tsieh, every responsibility has to be weighted on the Big Brother's (as they call him) shoulder. 

On the other hand, the second brother, Cheuh-Hsui, was in love with one of their bond maid Ming Feng who commited a suicide because she was told  that she will be given to their grandfather's friend as a concubine. 

The third brother is Cheuh-Min, who was in love with their cousin Chin. All their relatives think that it is good that they were studying in school because their grandfather thinks that being able to read and write is enough to become useful in the family. the family decision must have their grandfather's approval at all times. 

As the story progresses  only second brother and third brother was able to realize that  they have to struggle and fight for their rights and that the old, accustomed way of living is inappropriate. 

Chseuh-Min, stows away from the family, because he refuses to marry another girl that their grandfather has chosen for him. he came back only when his grandfather was about to die and canceed the proposed marriage. While Chsueh-Hsui, writes for a propaganda movement and decides to move to Peking to have a new life.